Saturday, May 20, 2006

I screwed myself(not literally)



I allways wonder what went wrong and where. I certainly wasn't the person I am today. Things have changed. When I look into the snaps of earlier semesters, I feel jealous of myself and I really wish I could be that person I was. There was a time when I had friends. Somewhere down the lane, gears changed. People started changing priorities. I kept looking at life around me. Is it the age or is it the human character.



Indeed, I learnt some important facts of life.
No one in this world is living to help you.
No body has time to be there for you.
You are never there in others priorities.
A line from a hindi song comes to my memory.

Kabhi, Kabhi maajhi bhi,

Kashti ko dubotha hein

It translates to, "sometimes even the row makes the boat sink!".


But it has made me a stronger person, I have learnt to live life alone and in style too. But the worst fact is that I am not able to be the person I was earlier. I wonder, how people can change so drastically. These are the last few days of my college and it worries me thinking about the world ahead, The kind of people I am going to come across. Well, it is indeed interesting to see what waits ahead. It is like a 10 year old's anxiety while removing the wrapper from the gift.